APPRECIATING IT ON A DIFFERENT LEVEL!!!

SO I DON’T SEE A VERY ENTHUSIASTIC RESPONSE TO MY BLOG BUT I AM GONNA KEEP WRITING IT ANYWAY.COZ I WANT TO BRING MY FEELINGS OUT ON PAPER.SO ITS BEEN OVER A WEEK NOW AND I AM FEELING BETTER NOW.FIRST FEW DAYS IT WAS VERY HARD OVERCOMING THE FACT.WELL ANYONE WHO HAS COME HERE AND READ THE FIRST POST KNOWS THE FACT.WHAT HAS HAPPENED IS THAT I HAVE DEVELOPED FEELINGS WHICH I REALLY DIDN’T HAVE BEFORE.BEFORE WHEN I LIKED ANY GIRL IT WAS LIKE I WANT HER TO CARE FOR ME TOO.I HAD THIS EGO THING.MEANING I EXPECTED HER TO CARE ABOUT ME TOO.THE DIFFERENCE NOW IS THAT I DON’T EXPECT ANYTHING FROM HER.IF THIS IS THE WAY I FEEL FOR HER I DON’T EXPECT HER TO FEEL THE SAME FOR ME.ONE REASON CUD BE THAT I KNOW THAT SHE NEVER WILL FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT ME.BUT I KNOW THAT THIS WON’T CHANGE THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT HER.I SERIOUSLY DON’T KNOW WHY THAT IS BUT THAT IS THE WAY IT IS.ANYWAY WONDER WHAT NEXT.WHAT NEW REFRESHING FEELINGS I WILL HAVE NEXT!!!CIAO